Confusion....

Cant figure out anything...Really...Is it just me or the whole generation..I dont know...I am not sure what I want in life..As in I am content and all..But sometimes I feel, is that I am expecting a little 2 much..And that it is impractical 2 hav a fantasy world of yours..Have dreams that 'might' not be accomplished..Live in the perfect world of yours..I know it doesnt sound rational..But then a voice inside me refuses 2 come out of this fictious world..
I wish for a certain thing and when it happens I am not happy..I mean I should be happy coz I wished for that 2 happen..I dread shouldering responsibility sometimes..What is wrong with me??What do I want?
Sitting in my office, when I look outside the window the cloudy weather & the arrival of monsoon makes me sad..Why, when infact I love rains..Why do you feel happy at one time & suddenly feel low...
Something is incomplete..Something missing...